Awkward Hugs.

I knew from the embarrassed look on her face and the quick change in energy that our friendship was over as well. Again I am not saddened by this lost friendship although, I must admit, I am disappointed. But with moist eyes I hold my head up and keep walking. I will find people that will truly be REAL friends and I will embrace their arrival. I have nothing but time to look forward too.

How many of us have them...

FRIENDS. Over the past month I learned a lot about the people I surround myself with. I had a pretty small group of friends and now it's even smaller! But to be honest I couldn't be happier, I'm getting to know some really amazing new people now and I'm having fun being at school and actually DOING something with my life. I've made some new friends, I guess you could say, and things are slowly starting to fall into place. But no matter how many friends "come and go" I know there is one person I will always have, Jonathan. He is my best friend and without him I would be pretty bored with my life, and if that makes me "selfish" well then so be it(: I regret NOTHING.

Stomach Flu! $*!#&^

So for the past three days I have been sick with the damn stomach flu! This was my first time EVER getting the stomach flu and boy is it horrible! I don't really know what might have caused it but I have a feeling it was the "crepe" I ate at school. BLAH! just thinking about it makes me sick! But oh well, after three days of constant stomach pains I am finally feels better and just in time for Jonathan's birthday tomorrow :D I'm so excited to go to another family dinner with him. I hope I have enough time to buy him his present...