My little wish list.

1. 13" MacBook Pro
2. Nikon - Coolpix P100 10.3-Megapixel Digital Camera
3. iPod Touch 32GB
4. 26" Huffy Woman's Cranbrook Cruiser Mint Green

Ever since I was little there was always something new I wanted, wether it be a new Barbie, the new GameBoy or a new cell phone there was always something on my wish list. Sometimes I got it and sometimes I didn't. I don't know how as a child I dealt with not getting the things I wanted. I would imagine most children throw a fit when mommy or daddy don't come through with the new it toy they wanted. But for some reason I understood whenever my mom told me there wasn't any money for what I wanted and I would have to wait. Wait, it stings to think about that word especially when I see other people who don't deserve to have nice things fault them. It pains me to see my mother struggle day after after and only have enough to give me the bare minimum. But after years of waiting I have realized that I don't need all these things I don't need a fancy camera or a fancy laptop, I don't even need the bike. I have my mother and I know lots of people that can't say that. I know people that have been through hell and back and what have I done? Nothing. I've gone to school which is all that is being asked of me and I don't even excel in that. I guess no matter how much I may think I deserve certain things I really don't and that's fine with me. I have to accept the fact that I wont always get what I am asking for, but when and IF I do I should not only thank my mother but I should appreciate the fact that she was willing to put me before anyone else. I love my mother for that and for THAT I don't think I will ever be able to show my deep appreciation. So as for my "wish list" I think i'll leave a lone for now and when I slowly start to get the things I want, i'll be happy.(: (not that I'm not happy now I am trust me :D )